Many people have given their arguments on whether fear is really fear or not, but the reality is that fear is there for the person who is afraid. I have never seen a fearless person till date who is not afraid at all. Perhaps such a person does not exist on this earth now who is not afraid. To know about what fear is, I watched videos, read stories, books. I did not read any book, just got information. I saw many things on the internet, looked at religion. I even did a lot of research about the Bible, Quran, some books of Judaism and books of Jainism, but I did not get any exact answer as to what fear is. After three-four hours of thinking, I turned off my mobile and started thinking what fear is. Then I tried to know the unresolved answers to some questions within my mind. I don't know, some voice from within me started reaching my ears. Sometimes I am surprised at myself that I hear my own voice in my ears, but no words come out of my mouth. Even my Jeet does not even move, still I hear my own voice in my ears. Sometimes I start thinking that how is it possible that when no sound comes out of my mouth, then how does a sound come in my ears? Till date I have not been able to understand this. When I asked myself this question that what is fear, now I started getting the answer automatically that fear is an imagination, nothing more than this. When we imagine, the power of our thoughts gets speed and our energy starts getting affected in one direction. When the energy is affected, it starts gathering in one direction and all our attention is drawn towards that direction. Then even if we want, we are not able to focus our attention on the other side. Only one thought arises in our mind that we are afraid. It is like a child repeatedly insisting for something. The mother tries to explain to him, but the child is not ready to understand. He only wants that thing because that thing has frozen like ice in the child's brain. He only sees that thing. Until you do not give him that thing, he will keep insisting. Similarly, fear is in the human brain. When a person sits down, he sees only fear and even if he does not want it, his attention goes to this object again and again because the energy of the person is getting affected in this direction, due to which the attention of the person constantly goes in this direction. We try many times that we are not afraid of anyone, but it does not happen. All this is the effect of energy inside the body of the person, which forces the person to draw attention towards it again and again, but whether there is fear in reality or not, in my opinion, there is fear and it should be there because until there is no fear inside you, you can never become fearless and until a person does not become fearless, you cannot become a leader, that is, what I mean to say is that fear should be within every person, only then you will be successful in your life. Without fear, a person can never live his life properly. Fear should be within every person because fear tells us the true value of life, what is the value of our life, how important is our life. To know the importance of the life that God has given us, there should be fear within you. You must have read the thoughts of many people, you must have understood them, you must have seen many people that He says that I am fearless, I am not afraid of anyone, but I do not agree at all that there is any person in the world who is fearless, who is not afraid, someone is afraid of death, someone is afraid of God, someone is afraid of his wife, someone is afraid of her husband, someone is afraid of his parents, someone is afraid of the government, someone is afraid of the police and the police, someone is afraid of terrorists and Naxalites, someone is afraid of hunger, someone is afraid of thirst, someone is afraid of today, someone is afraid of the future, but every person is definitely afraid, this is an eternal truth and fear is necessary. If a person believes in religion, it means he is afraid, that is why he believes in religion because the work of religion is to keep people afraid.Religion has been established so that man lives in fear and stays in the refuge of God so that the social system can run smoothly. Today, there is democracy in most of the countries in the world and every democracy has its own constitution. Why is a constitution made? So that the citizens living within the country can run their lives properly, that is why the rules of the constitution are made, but every constitution has a penal code and why is it made so that people live in fear and follow the constitution and if they do something like this, they can be punished on the basis of these penal codes. If this is not fear, then what else is it? If there was no fear, then there would be no system in the whole world today, neither there would be democracy, nor monarchy, nor society. The foundation of all these has been laid due to fear. The biggest reason for the establishment of human society was fear. The fear of death. If we do not live together, then all of us will be killed. Thinking this, primitive man must have established society and this thing later became the reason for the foundation of monarchy. The person who will protect us, save our life, we will make him king and he will protect our life. This is how the foundation of monarchy was laid. Later, when people felt that a person will protect our rights and freedoms, If they could not do it, they decided to form a government so that the government serves and protects the people. Today, the basic purpose of our life is the safety of our life because we are afraid of death, while death is inevitable, it will definitely come one day or the other, but natural death is certain, but we are all afraid of unnatural death. No one should kill us, no one should harm our body. That is why all these arrangements have been made so that if someone harms our body, he should be punished and he should be afraid of doing so. Fear is the main reason for all the arrangements. Not only this, fear is also the main reason for all the sorrows of man. Today the whole world is going crazy behind earning money. The main reason for this is also fear. Ever since Covid-19 has wreaked havoc in the world, every person wants to save money so that when such a disaster comes, the person can get himself treated or when we fall ill, we can go to the best hospital and get our treatment done. That is why every person is engaged in saving money today. If this is not fear, then what is it? Fear of death is the most terrifying fear. The system that is going on in the whole world today, the main reason for this is also fear. Today America is a world power. The reason for this is fear because other countries fear that if we do not listen to America, then America will destroy us, will not give financial aid, will wage war on us. This fear is the main reason for the ups and downs in human life. The person who becomes fearless in his life is as if he has won over the whole world because he does not want anything. Only the person who does not want anything can be fearless and the person who is fearless can say his thing directly to the people because he is not afraid of what people will think about him. As long as you are afraid, you are a part of the world and there will be ups and downs in your life. People will not respect you and will not give importance to yourself because they are all the same. When a person is equal to another person, then both the persons do not respect each other nor do they give them respect because both are equal, but when a person becomes fearless, if he wants to do something for the world, then he becomes a leader for the whole world and people respect him, even start seeing him as God like Mahatma Buddha. As long as Mahatma Buddha was afraid, he was in front of people in the form of Siddhartha. When he stopped being afraid, he became God in the eyes of the world by becoming Mahatma Buddha. And today, God knows how many people worship and respect him like God. As long as you are afraid, you are nothing more than an ordinary person who has no respect in his home, family, community, country or anywhere in the world. The day you stop being afraid, you will start getting respect and honour from all around. But it is true that as long as you do not give up the attachment to worldly things, you cannot become fearless because as long as you have the desire for worldly things within you, the fear of losing those things will always remain somewhere within you. That is why a fearless person can only be one who does not need the world or the material made by the world. And the person who does not need the world is needed by the world because only such a person can show the right path to the world. The one who has given up his selfishness and is not affected by the selfishness of others, only that person can be fearless. Only that person deserves to be called God on this earth. The person is a god who is not afraid. It is 4:00 in the evening .I don't know what I am listening to in my mind, but the reality is that I am the most timid person in the world, probably there is no one more timid than me on this earth because I am afraid of myself. My inner voice can teach me a lot, but I don't want to learn. I don't like to come out of my world. I am fine the way I am and this is the reason why I am sitting here in solitude, away from the whole world. I cannot see anything. There is only darkness inside and outside me. I never tried to remove this darkness. I was about to get entangled in my thoughts when I got a call from my wife and she asked me why I hadn't come home yet for dinner.
I told my wife to cook dinner as I was on the way and I left for my home. I reached home, played with my daughter for some time, ate dinner and sat down with the phone.Mother was still at home, waves of thoughts were still rising. I was about to sit in some corner of the house in search of peace and was about to think something again when the daughter came and told me that she wanted to eat ice cream. Get me an ice cream. I had no money in my pocket but my wife had money. She gave me the money. I took my daughter to the shop and brought ice cream. After eating the ice cream, the child went out to play. I stood near the child and started watching her. It was evening. The sun was setting in the sky. The chirping of some birds was coming from the surroundings. The children were playing. My wife was sitting and chatting with the women around and was peeling honey and garlic. It was evening in a while. My wife cooked food. I said that I am not hungry. I will get up and eat at night. My wife ate the food and asked me to feed the child. The child was eating while looking at the phone. At 8:00 in the night, I got a call from my mother. My mother asked me, son, how are you? I replied that I am fine because lying is my nature. I cannot tell the truth. And even if I tell, what should I tell? I have nothing to tell. My failure is not my parents' fault. I know this very well. There was no lack in their upbringing. The values that they gave me, one day they became famous to the whole world. I know that it will be useful for me but until I find out the conflict within me and completely end it, I cannot succeed in life. I told myself that we are all fine and hung up. The girl took the phone from me and started watching the video again. It was 10:00 and we all slept. My daughter falls asleep very quickly and so does her mother but it always takes me time to fall asleep. I was thinking of ending the fear in my mind because in the video I saw today, it said that if you want to end fear, then speak the truth because only truth can end fear and I also felt the same that speaking the truth ends fear. I had to tell the truth to my wife that I do not have any work and what I told her was that my payment will come in a day or two and we will pay for the house and the grocery items. There is nothing like that. I do not have any work for the last two months and neither is any payment going to come. I want to impress my wife but I am afraid that she may go away in anger or do something because her I know very well what anger is and I am getting entangled in this conflict continuously, there is darkness in front of me and I am trying to walk continuously in this darkness, hoping to see some ray of light that would show me the way, but I am not able to see anything anywhere, slowly my eyes started closing and the thoughts became more intense, I don't know when I started feeling sleepy and I put a stop to my thoughts and I slept.
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